December 2008. Adirah was one month old: Today after school I took Asher and the baby to Cafe Airplay- a cafe specializing in children and music. I have had a few outings with both children and it is always difficult to meet everyone's needs but I remain optimistic. We arrived just as "Eat and Beat Drum Play" was ending but Asher got to have a turn on the drum set. I ordered a sandwich and Asher stuck close by me-uncharacteristically shy. Just as the baby woke-and obviously needed a diaper change, Asher announced "I need to poop and I can not wait!" I had violated my own rule of going straight home after preschool as Asher usually has to poop after school and it is best to be home. "I can handle this, no problem, " I thought and I grabbed a baby diaper, wipes and changing pad and led Asher to the bathroom. To get to the bathroom we had to go through two doors and then down a long hallway. I chose the stall that had a changing table and got Asher undres...